[he is more than that. and if anyone can make that perfectly clear to rook, it's jiho. and so that's exactly what he's going to do.]
I want to do better. I don't want my heart to be pumping out blood just so I can feel it beating.
[and that's the way it's been for him, before when he hurt himself and this time with levi. jiho had to hurt, and he had to worry rook, just to bring a little a little bit of how he really felt to the surface. there has to be a better way. he has to learn how to be honest and communicate, and let himself be vulnerable with someone he cares about.
it. will not be easy for him.]
You don't mean Kwang, do you? [jiho closes his eyes for a moment, recalling some of the things he opened up to him about. the number of times rook came up. he still feels a little weak, like it or not, and rests his forehead against the center of rook's chest while it passes.] They won't take more than a few stitches each. I can handle it.
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[he is more than that. and if anyone can make that perfectly clear to rook, it's jiho. and so that's exactly what he's going to do.]
I want to do better. I don't want my heart to be pumping out blood just so I can feel it beating.
[and that's the way it's been for him, before when he hurt himself and this time with levi. jiho had to hurt, and he had to worry rook, just to bring a little a little bit of how he really felt to the surface. there has to be a better way. he has to learn how to be honest and communicate, and let himself be vulnerable with someone he cares about.
it. will not be easy for him.]
You don't mean Kwang, do you? [jiho closes his eyes for a moment, recalling some of the things he opened up to him about. the number of times rook came up. he still feels a little weak, like it or not, and rests his forehead against the center of rook's chest while it passes.] They won't take more than a few stitches each. I can handle it.