[jiho grows quiet for a moment, at first just collecting his thoughts, but then amazed all over again at the brushes of rook's lips. it's like there's nowhere on jiho's body that they wouldn't like to go. and that is pretty sexy.

which brings him back.]

Okay, let's talk about it. [as reluctant as he is to stop what they're doing right now. that's why he doesn't push at the demon to sit up. that's why he steals another kiss before he starts.] I know we're not exactly on the same level when it comes to that.

[though he thinks that rook is closer to him than anyone he's ever known, tonight just reinforcing that idea. jiho remembers the dread that he felt before talking to myung about it, fearing that myung would take it personally when it isn't like that at all. rook already knows that, can see what's inside of jiho, and that makes it easy to talk about.]

If you want to have sex with other people, I'm okay with that. I know that you love me... [jiho trails off, smiling a little bit, sliding his arms around rook's shoulders to hold him close.] I know it now. And I know that you're honest. And you know that I love you for your gentleness, and your heart, and your smile. Your eyes...

[holy shit, he could name things all night and never venture below the belt. jiho adds 'lips' to the list, mostly as an excuse to kiss him again.]

But if you want to have sex with me, we can figure that out too. In fact, I think I'll want to. With you, I want to.

[jiho pauses there before making a face.]

Fuck, that sounded like a romance novel aimed at teenagers. But you understand what I'm saying, right? There's things I want from it too.