[ maybe Rook should be impressed that it has taken them this long to actually talk about this, to bring the topic that seemed to always be right there in the peripheral. but as long as Jiho doesn't make him get up, doesn't try to untangle himself from Rook and lets him continue with pressing soft kisses against whatever skin he can reach...
well then Rook is okay with that.
he does stop long enough to speak though, lips against the hollow of Jiho's throat .]
Mmm, no, I suppose we aren't. Close though. [ a smile, a light bite against the jut of bone before Rook presses his lips there again.] But I don't-- fuck I don't need that, not from you ever. I love you for who you are and not what you could give me, and I know that it goes the same for you.
[ that is all that matters to him.
the demon moves up, until he is nose to nose with him again, eyes bright and searching as he is pulled close. he sees nothing in those eyes that makes him think that Jiho is saying this to taunt Rook, but because he loves him. and he wants to cut Jiho off, tell him he doesn't want that at all but he knows-- he knows himself. what he is.
so instead he lets himself be pulled into the kiss, smiling at little because nothing that the other listed was what people would usually comment on. but Jiho keeps talking and--
i want to
oh. ohshit that--]
Ji, I don't-- fuck. Yeah I get it, I get... I just.. [ give him a second. there is a lot for him to parse here.] First off, there is no one I want to sleep with outside of my Cardinal other than Yongseon, but I don't know-- that is a whole other thing.
[ something more to do with the feeding and the familiarity, something that goes beyond the physical. again.]
Second, I love you completely and utterly and fuck, I will never turn down sex with you because it is as much a part of that love I have for you as kissing, but it isn't more than anything else.
[ does he make sense now? he isn't sure.]
I will be just as happy with you if all we ever do is this, kiss and lay in bed and watch the world turn. I want you to be happy, want you to enjoy whatever we do, and you have to know that I don't need that to be happy with you. [ a kiss, soft and slow.] But I will also let you take all the reigns in regards to that.
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well then Rook is okay with that.
he does stop long enough to speak though, lips against the hollow of Jiho's throat .]
Mmm, no, I suppose we aren't. Close though. [ a smile, a light bite against the jut of bone before Rook presses his lips there again.] But I don't-- fuck I don't need that, not from you ever. I love you for who you are and not what you could give me, and I know that it goes the same for you.
[ that is all that matters to him.
the demon moves up, until he is nose to nose with him again, eyes bright and searching as he is pulled close. he sees nothing in those eyes that makes him think that Jiho is saying this to taunt Rook, but because he loves him. and he wants to cut Jiho off, tell him he doesn't want that at all but he knows-- he knows himself. what he is.
so instead he lets himself be pulled into the kiss, smiling at little because nothing that the other listed was what people would usually comment on. but Jiho keeps talking and--
i want to
oh. ohshit that--]
Ji, I don't-- fuck. Yeah I get it, I get... I just.. [ give him a second. there is a lot for him to parse here.] First off, there is no one I want to sleep with outside of my Cardinal other than Yongseon, but I don't know-- that is a whole other thing.
[ something more to do with the feeding and the familiarity, something that goes beyond the physical. again.]
Second, I love you completely and utterly and fuck, I will never turn down sex with you because it is as much a part of that love I have for you as kissing, but it isn't more than anything else.
[ does he make sense now? he isn't sure.]
I will be just as happy with you if all we ever do is this, kiss and lay in bed and watch the world turn. I want you to be happy, want you to enjoy whatever we do, and you have to know that I don't need that to be happy with you. [ a kiss, soft and slow.] But I will also let you take all the reigns in regards to that.