that is the questions. well, kind of. not really. Rook knows that Jiho wouldn't be scared of him. hopes at least, but there-- he wasn't really himself when he was summoned. the spell made his Cardinal come out full force, made him more a puppet of Belial and Lust than it allowed him to be himself. he couldn't hurt Jiho if he was summoned by him, but he also--
he doesn't want Jiho to see him like that. dripping in gold and desire, something that was entirely not him.
the demon makes a quiet noise and shakes his head. then he pulls back a little, looks at Jiho for a moment before his gaze skitters away again.
No, not scared of me. I just... I don't want you to see that. See what I really am. [ because Rook hated his demonic form. and, well, he was a demon. that form was more him than this one in some respects. if you asked him. ]
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that is the questions. well, kind of. not really. Rook knows that Jiho wouldn't be scared of him. hopes at least, but there-- he wasn't really himself when he was summoned. the spell made his Cardinal come out full force, made him more a puppet of Belial and Lust than it allowed him to be himself. he couldn't hurt Jiho if he was summoned by him, but he also--
he doesn't want Jiho to see him like that. dripping in gold and desire, something that was entirely not him.
the demon makes a quiet noise and shakes his head. then he pulls back a little, looks at Jiho for a moment before his gaze skitters away again.
No, not scared of me. I just... I don't want you to see that. See what I really am. [ because Rook hated his demonic form. and, well, he was a demon. that form was more him than this one in some respects. if you asked him. ]